He was special to me and I have always felt something different when I would talk to him. I miss talking to him and playing the games. I wish I had the chance to have met him in person because we would talk about it a lot. I remember talking to him when his mother picked up the phone and how beautiful and so nice she greeted me. I knew then that Mark and Nick have such a wonderful heartwarming family. Life is short and to see a young man pass through the clouds like the wind makes me wonder and feel how important people really are and the love that I know everyone has in their hearts. I never give up hope about life but I too was close and have tried many years ago but lucky for me that my family found me. I have never share this to anyone maybe one or two people Dixie, Mark and maybe Goober about it at GM. I know it must have been hard for him because the pain it can have and the impact it carries through the family and the people who love you. GM has been a home for me and after so many years now yet I find myself coming here and I ask myself why. I know now more than ever why and that is because I love you all and got to know many of you and it may sound a bit silly but yet my heart has been touch by many here, and yes we have had our arguments etc but yet to me it’s like having a family that at times fights and not meaning it in the end. GM is a home and it is where I got to meet many wonderful people which include Mark FS who has touch my heart and who I feel is a big lost.
Mark – He was like a tornado when he would play Serious Sam and would come strong out of nowhere and then it would disappear and he would be gone. I will miss you Mark and most of all talking to you because I use to look forward to chat with you. Rest in peace my friend for now I know the tornado that you are has now mastered the wind, the clouds and most of all the heavens. God Bless you and hope to see you in the afterlife when it is my time.
TO GM members - I do not have to see you all with my eyes to know you are my friends. Bless you all and be at peace.
I am not much for writing never was but I felt it was best to write what comes from my heart, simple and real.
You may all begin to post if you like thank you all
SAS